Current mood:

happy

Happy Yule?
A happy Yule?

A merry Solstice?

Could these things be possible even in lieu of all of the shite that I have gone through in the past few months?

Yes, they very well can.

I went to the doctor's office today and it was a very good experience.

At first I was leery about going, it being the first time that I've gone to a doctor's office in over seven years, trusting quite well in my own body and my toughness to fight off any illness.

Apparently that trust was not ill placed.

The popping bones and shifting joints are normal, though I am overweight after looking at my statistics and asking a about my general health he advised me that I have reached a weight equilibrium where my intake and outflow of energy and energy producing foods are perfect for my current state of activity and should my activity increase that weight will steadily decrease until such an equilibrium is reached again. In other words he told me, I'm at a perfect weight for now and the only reason I should work to change it is if I want to for personal reasons.

I spoke with him about degenerative spinal disc disorder and he told me that nothing has linked it to being hereditary and any individual when they get older can get it. I hope I don't have it, but I'm still not convinced. At some point I'll have to go to a chiropractor.

Then came the moment that made me one of the happiest individuals in existence.

I asked him about how I could get approved for a vasectomy and what it would take for me to gain his recommendation. He spoke with me for a few moments about my desire for children and my knowledge that it was a near irrevocable decision. I told him about my three attempts at the ages of 18, 19, and then at 20 years old to get approved for the procedure and being denied because of my youth.

Apparently he could see in my eyes the truth of me knowing ever since I knew that I could have children that I did not want any. I have been fully approved and recommended for a vasectomy, my paperwork has been forwarded on, and I should be contacted by the specialist's office within a few days.

I am so happy today. No more scares, no more wonder, no more fear, no more hesitation. Nothing is 100% but this is so close that with my probability beliefs it can be.

Nothing can break this smile in this moment.


I, of course, immediately chose him as my personal doctor.

Oh yeah... and he fondled my balls. v.v;; Confounded turn and cough...